Blissful Chaos

I worry constantly. I worry about "what if's" and let myself live in fear because I obviously can't control everything and I am not walking in faith like I should be. My biggest fear and worry is losing Trey or the boys. I can almost fall apart typing those words. However, deep down I know that I God has everything under control and he will take care of everything. I just don't live this way. Honestly, everyday when I get overwhelmed with worry about the boys or Trey God is right there reminding me with the words do not worry. Worry will get you know where. So if I hear it on a daily basis why do I let myself be bound up in fear anyway? Well, today it was revealed to me(actually I opened my eyes and heart to God) how God protected our family yesterday and how he is watching us and has us in his hand. He knows the plans he has for us not to harm us but to give us hope and a future. (parapharase of Jer. 29:11) And it came to me that the reason I worry and ...

Well it has been a long time since my last post and several things have changed. The biggest change has been in my appearance. I had my breast reduction surgery and feel like a new woman. Everything has gone very smooth with the recovery. I was not prepared for the after effects of anesthesia. I have been so tired and feeling like I should be back to normal so it makes for some frustration. Another change has come in little Coleman. He is talking up a storm. He has new words like God, Down, All Done, Cup, Milk, and Bath. There are many more but these are some of my favorites to hear him say. Jackson has also hit a milestone. He is potty trained...well was. I think we have had a small set back due to a virus. So things are going well in the Wooten house. God is ever faithful with us too. He is providing where we think there is no way or where things could have went totally wrong. He is so faithful and good! My Premier business is still going well and I think it has been a...