Blissful Chaos

I am so at peace right now with life. I am so blessed to have a good man in Trey and two precious boys that just melt me. I have been kinda down today with a lot of random worries I can't seem...won't shake because of my need for control. So today on my way home from work I just turned off the radio and rode home in silence and talked to my Jesus. You know he tells us to just talk to him as a friend and the more I am in God's word the more I am amazed that that simple task is EXACTLY what he meant. I rode home today just discussing random things over with my Best Friend, Jesus. It was a great way to unload all the stuff that seems to occupy the space in me and keep me from being filled with God's love. I think that conversation prepared my heart for the sweetness in our home tonight. When we got home today it was later than normal so EVERYONE was hungry, and I mean EVERYONE. So needless to say Jackson and Coleman got something to eat and I turned the oven on....just to ...